getting over it: matt:

Wednesday, 28 November 2007

matt:

Oh hello again. Nice of you to show yourself again. You know what? You're right - to a certain degree. Aaron told me about the "black cock" comment. (You tell me if it was true or not.) As for the Modigliani part and the "dickhead" part- that happened at the echuca with 3 other people. I got one of them banned from there because of it. I combined the two conversations together so I wouldn't have to bitch about them seperately. If you want to call that lying, go ahead. I thought nobody here would mind considering I thought none of the parties not mentioned were reading this. Wow. Stupid me for making that mistake twice. May I ask why you're creepily reading my blog when I never told you the address? Why you never replied to anything? Why you feel that you can judge me and be a bastard to me while I was one of the few people who Didn't say mean things about you and jody? I don't know how many times I've backed you both up, how many times i've stuck up for Cora. You want to hear all the things people have said? I know we're different. THIS is why I don't confront you. If I confront anything you say, you get defensive, and say things that I don't want to hear. I get it. We're different. You say what you think openly. I do not. I watch people. You have the confidence in front of your friends to say what you think. I don't say what I think when I'm around you because I know you would judge me because of it. You don't like me Matt, neitehr does Jody. I get it. I'm not after your approval. (Another reason why I don't say what I think around you. what's the point when you already clearly dislike me?) The only reason we're ever talking to each other is because I like Dan and Matto. They're actually honest to me about what they think of me. They don't say awful things about me. I actually care for them because they've been there for me when a lot of people were not. You constantly bag out Matto behind his back when you're supposed to be his friend, and you clearly don't like that I still like your brother. When Aaron told me about what somebody said when I left, I didn't even care that much. It was when I went to the echuca afterward and the exact same thing happened that I got upset. They were saying things about raping aboriginal women, about just wacking the kids on the head if she got knocked up. Then the bartender told me what they said about me... you know what? I don't need to justify myself to you. You don't like me, and you don't have my permission to make me feel like shit about something that I was venting about.

# posted by Hil : Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Comments:

So in other words you combined the conversations intentionaly so as to mislead the people who read your site???
Is that the impression we must have??
Oh and I apologise Ohh saintly Hil for defending my family... very rightious of you.

Who has been saing stuff about Jody, Cora and I. I would like to know this information very much.

# posted by

Unknown : 11:51 pm

i'm not a saint. i've never said i was. and no, i didn't do it to mislead people. like i said already - i didn't think anyone who evens knows anyone who i do reads this damn thing- so what's the bloddy difference? They don't care who specifically said what because they don't know any of you.

people who say stuff about you: people you used to work with. "people" - as in plural, among others.

You know how (at times) you don't talk about racism because you know I don't like it? Certain other people don't bag you out when i'm there because they know I don't like that either.

# posted by

Anonymous : 12:12 am

*bloody

ahh. screw it. goodnight matt.

# posted by

Hil : 12:20 am

After much deliberation I have come to realise that their is no point to this, there are mutual friends that will get hurt if we continue this any longer. I believe that either or both of us will miss out on spending time with our friends if we continue with this animosity.

I propose we sit done and talk about whats going on here and try to resolve our grevences, if not for us, for the friends involved.

I can remember not to long ago we were quite good friends. And im sure you can remember that too.

I await your reply.
Matt.

# posted by

Unknown : 2:55 pm

Of course I remember. Why do you think I defended you against those who spoke against your character? I know, or at least knew you to be a good person. I admit, I don't really know you these days, but I don't think you know me either, and that's probably where this animosity stems from. We just don't understand each other like we used to.
One day soon, i'd like to talk to you, as you suggest. At the moment, things aren't going so well for me. But after things settle, perhaps we can talk then?

# posted by

Anonymous : 5:17 pm

I would like that very much.

matt

# posted by

Unknown : 10:37 pm