Monday, 31 July 2006
strange week
Really odd week. lots happened, and yet, in the end, nothing really. Have you ever had a week like that? It's so strange. I worked a lot, went to university a little (not enough), had arguments, made up, ate, slept, did all the normal things people do, but, it was strange for me because I don't usually have normal people weeks. I always do something odd, just because I can, or because one of my equally-as-odd-as-me friends says "why not? you know you want to... *smirk*".
Have you ever done something good for another person (something small) and felt warm and happy for a moment, just because, for that moment, you did a good thing just on instinct, withtout even thinking? Like told a person they left their car lights on, or handed in a wallet? Just small things. Do you think saints felt that warmth all the time because they were supposedly such good people all the time? I wonder if any normal (non saintly) people ever feel like that a lot of the time. I feel that warmth only under certain circumstances; when I help someone out, even though i didin't need to, when I talk to people I respect, or when I'm in love. (sometimes the last two blend in together.)
Well, I felt warmth this week, and then , in the same week, I felt cold. Maybe because I only had seconds of saintly warmth, and the rest of the time, I was living a normal persons week - work, work, sleep, food, alcohol, dance, whatever...
Anywho, I hope next week isn't as 'normal' and therefore strange. I miss doing random odd things.
Have you ever done something good for another person (something small) and felt warm and happy for a moment, just because, for that moment, you did a good thing just on instinct, withtout even thinking? Like told a person they left their car lights on, or handed in a wallet? Just small things. Do you think saints felt that warmth all the time because they were supposedly such good people all the time? I wonder if any normal (non saintly) people ever feel like that a lot of the time. I feel that warmth only under certain circumstances; when I help someone out, even though i didin't need to, when I talk to people I respect, or when I'm in love. (sometimes the last two blend in together.)
Well, I felt warmth this week, and then , in the same week, I felt cold. Maybe because I only had seconds of saintly warmth, and the rest of the time, I was living a normal persons week - work, work, sleep, food, alcohol, dance, whatever...
Anywho, I hope next week isn't as 'normal' and therefore strange. I miss doing random odd things.
# posted by Hil : Monday, July 31, 2006
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