Monday, 2 October 2006
good vs bad dreams.
I have nightmares a lot. As in, usually one or two a night. Some are really disturbing, about getting kidnaped, and what they do to me, or about people taunting me in the darkness in all sorts of ways. I won't get into it, it's not pleasant stuff. So anyway, the girl i live with (Hayls) said that I should have more sex dreams, because they're fabulous. She suggested that they might take over the nightmares. Sounds weird, but yes, I'm willing to try anything to stop my nightmares. So apparently now I have to imagine myself having sex in all these random places - whenever I have nothing to think about, think "dirty", hayls says. So funny. i tried to think about it in class the other day, and ended up laughing at what seemed like nothing to everybody else. When Jack asked me what I was laughing at, I coudln't tell him! As if I would. It's a strange excersize, and it seems to be extremely amusing to everbody else... sadly, the nightmares are still occuring, so I think I might stop the excersize. ...maybe.
# posted by Hil : Monday, October 02, 2006
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