Wednesday, 24 October 2007

i'm stupid.

i just agreed to do more work even though i'm thinking of quitting work.

crap.

crap.crap.crap.

I need to commit to what my dream was telling me. And I have, to a certain extent. But, I don't own enough white clothes, because I used to think it was silly to buy white clothes because they'd just get dirty straight away, I've done spontaneous things, but then, I always do spontaneous things, and i've stopped talking to certain people (in Echuca and Bendigo), because it's really a waste of time talking to people who don't care enough.

Why do people talk to people who don't give a crap about them? And why do I work for people who don't give a crap about me? Maybe I just need to work up the courage to quit.... yeah, we'll go with that.

Comments:
if you find another job you can walk straight into, then you should lose any fear you might have about quitting. what do you reckon?

and what's all this white business? did everyone in the dream wear white clothes with halos above their heads?
 
it's not getting another job that i have a problem with, it's the leaving people who potentially need me that worries me.

wow. i didn't realise that until I just wrote it.

As for white, I just realised it suits me, makes me feel like the person I am. Whoever that is. In the dream, I wore white after I made the changes.
 
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