getting over it

(due to where i'm allowed to do the course i'm about to undertake) my options are:

Bendigo, Ballarat or Shepparton.

Shepparton - Hell no. No way. Bzzd. Have you read about how many gang "bashings" there are in Shepp? Plus, the only decent person I know who lives there has recently moved to Queensland. Plus, it's an ugly city. Plus, I don't need another plus. It's just not happening. Next:

Bendigo - like I said before, have lived there before, so right there there are pro's and con's. It's a beautiful city, but it is familiar. I have family there, but then, I have family there. I have friends there from uni days, but I get the feeling that i'm different from a lot of them. (shell and hayls aside.) If I lived in Bendigo, I know where I could get a job, I know how i'd spend my weekends, I know how everything would eventuate. (good or bad? you be the judge.)

Ballarat - I like Ballarat. Albeit, I don't know much about the city, but from what i've seen of it, it looks quite nice. Don't know many people there, other than a crazy aunty who my family doesn't really talk to, a few "family friends" who I used to run around naked with, but now have not spoken to in over ten years, a certain friend who calls me a number, is confused about girls who sound like they have stalker characteristics and has issues with deja vu, and an old school friend who... well, she's nice. Overly nice, in fact. Whenever she says anything verging on mean, she blushes and giggles because she knows she's being naughty.

P.S - hi to German boy from Montreal. Can't remember your name, but i know you're reading.