Sunday, 6 January 2008
from my notebook. 1/1/08
I can't help but wonder why I always address these entries to you. As if a person out there will one day read this, and that will somehow give them insight into who i was, no matter if they knew me or not. Pretty pointless, right? But it seems to me that "all the pointless things" are the things that are making my life mean something at the moment. Driving my car while a good song is playing, falling asleep on another person, seeing something that would have made a good photo while knowing it could never be recreated again, feeling a bead of sweat run along my skin, dancing like nobody is watching, secretly loving that the shoes I wear to work have no tread because it spontaneously turns me into 'tom Cruise' in Risky Business. All those things are probably pointless, or pointless to a lot of people at least, but not to me. Not to me.
A day from now, i'm going to drive to the south coast and get some writing done. I doubt it'll happen, but there's always a chance, right? Perhaps not. But most good things start with hope. My sister thinks the way you start the new year is the way you'll spend the year. Do you think that's true? I was alone at midnight, but I was drinking champagne, cooking and dancing around my kitchen to michael jackson's 'black or white'. I think I mainly love the opening riff that repeats itself. It puts me in a good mood. Thenm the garlic promptly exploded onto the roof and I couldn't help but laugh. If my sister is right, I will be alone this year, as usual, but i'll be happy. I really missed Connecticut the other day. CN is the state I would be most like, if people became states of america. Though, i admit, I haven't been to that many U.S states. Hell, I haven't even been to all the Australian ones, but I certainly will always love Connecticut. I should get some sleep, it's 2:30am, and I have to work tomorrow. Goodnight, anon.
Love, the shy orange girl.
A day from now, i'm going to drive to the south coast and get some writing done. I doubt it'll happen, but there's always a chance, right? Perhaps not. But most good things start with hope. My sister thinks the way you start the new year is the way you'll spend the year. Do you think that's true? I was alone at midnight, but I was drinking champagne, cooking and dancing around my kitchen to michael jackson's 'black or white'. I think I mainly love the opening riff that repeats itself. It puts me in a good mood. Thenm the garlic promptly exploded onto the roof and I couldn't help but laugh. If my sister is right, I will be alone this year, as usual, but i'll be happy. I really missed Connecticut the other day. CN is the state I would be most like, if people became states of america. Though, i admit, I haven't been to that many U.S states. Hell, I haven't even been to all the Australian ones, but I certainly will always love Connecticut. I should get some sleep, it's 2:30am, and I have to work tomorrow. Goodnight, anon.
Love, the shy orange girl.
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