Sunday, 13 January 2008
people kill people
There are spiders in my backyard. Some are pretty poisonous. But i'm growing to like them. The funnel-web that lives in the back of the terracota cherubs that hide behind the vines, for example, it never moves, never leaves the cherubs, never makes its curious webs on the front of the cherubs, it just stays... I mean, if mother teresa were given a gun, she wouldn't use it, but that doesn't make the gun any less dangerous, right? And now, there's a hole in the backyard. Obviously a spider hole, because there's a trip-wire. One single thread of a spider web coming from the hole. If a bug trips on the web, the spider (attatched to the web) will come out and catch the bug. Yesterday, my sister and her fiance put cigarette butts down the hole to try to kill the spider. This morning the butts were neatly placed next to the hole - 4 in all, and the trip-wire was back in place. It's a determined little thing.
I think i'll name it. Any ideas?
I think i'll name it. Any ideas?
# posted by Hil : Sunday, January 13, 2008
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I wanted to make sure u get this so I have added it again.
i do hope that this little blog book of yours brings you happiness and whatever it is you are looking for.I also hope it doesnt come back to bite you on the arse.Life has a funny way of doing that you know.Living in a small town isn't always bad,even if it is just "echuca".It's small minded people that make small towns s**t.I have always thought that If you feel you have outgrown some one tell them ..just don't wreck what was good to begin with even if it is not so good now..just let them go.so that is what I am doing because I don't want to end up yelling or screaming or causing you any hint of emotional distress..because I don't want to see you discuss my life on here like i'm some character in your film when you know nothing about me any more.I understand if u feel u have nothing in common with certain people that we know...but don't knock them for who they are now because that is what I love about them.They are apart of me,so if u knock them,u are knocking me...I am not a girly girl... I am a woman, who *shock* has had issues to deal with...but so have you and if I remember correctly, had friends support you..or would have if you had of let them in when they confronted you,rather then strangers from the net.What sort of life is it if you are telling the world your thoughts ideas and dreams but you cant tell those who are there with you...trying to help you on ur path...we are alike u and I ..when people get too close we push them away...but this time I am doing it to save us both the trouble later.
i do hope that this little blog book of yours brings you happiness and whatever it is you are looking for.I also hope it doesnt come back to bite you on the arse.Life has a funny way of doing that you know.Living in a small town isn't always bad,even if it is just "echuca".It's small minded people that make small towns s**t.I have always thought that If you feel you have outgrown some one tell them ..just don't wreck what was good to begin with even if it is not so good now..just let them go.so that is what I am doing because I don't want to end up yelling or screaming or causing you any hint of emotional distress..because I don't want to see you discuss my life on here like i'm some character in your film when you know nothing about me any more.I understand if u feel u have nothing in common with certain people that we know...but don't knock them for who they are now because that is what I love about them.They are apart of me,so if u knock them,u are knocking me...I am not a girly girl... I am a woman, who *shock* has had issues to deal with...but so have you and if I remember correctly, had friends support you..or would have if you had of let them in when they confronted you,rather then strangers from the net.What sort of life is it if you are telling the world your thoughts ideas and dreams but you cant tell those who are there with you...trying to help you on ur path...we are alike u and I ..when people get too close we push them away...but this time I am doing it to save us both the trouble later.
# posted by 
: 9:05 am
: 9:05 am
I know who this is, and even though (i'm not sure if you meant it or not) you just insulted me, it's okay. I am small minded at times. I know this. And it's true, I don't let people in all the time. I'm selective about who I trust. But that's just who I am.
And as for the "strangers" from the net i talk to, most of them aren't strangers, so you can reserve that judgement for someone else, if you please.
As for you being there for me, considering how often I see you, it's a little hard for me to open up to you. Don't take it as me pushing you away. It's simply geography and a natural progression of people growing up and changing.
I have a lot of friends in different places, just because i'm not opening up to you, it doesn't mean i'm not opening up, okay? Don't worry about me. I am happy.
But if You feel like you ever need to talk to anyone about anything,
you know where you can find me.
You have my number.
And as for the "strangers" from the net i talk to, most of them aren't strangers, so you can reserve that judgement for someone else, if you please.
As for you being there for me, considering how often I see you, it's a little hard for me to open up to you. Don't take it as me pushing you away. It's simply geography and a natural progression of people growing up and changing.
I have a lot of friends in different places, just because i'm not opening up to you, it doesn't mean i'm not opening up, okay? Don't worry about me. I am happy.
But if You feel like you ever need to talk to anyone about anything,
you know where you can find me.
You have my number.
hey girl!i forgot 2 ask u if ur going 2 be in benders 2moz or not. knew ud check this b4 u leave.let me no. k?
love ur sexy ex roomie!!xox
love ur sexy ex roomie!!xox
# posted by : 1:29 pm
: 1:29 pm
i think its great that we can both move into different paths without feeling like we are leaving each other behind.I am not trying to disappear or anything..i just think we are very different people at the moment and before we meet again,we need to do some "me" stuff.i just didnt want to confront u cos i am always afraid of that sorta thing..u know that.All i am saying is...i need time...to grow...i didn't expect u to open up to me,in fact it is probably wise you dont..we all know my advice sucks and wouldnt always be the best advice for you to follow...haha..but i was just expressing my concern for how u are doing..i am not ready to talk on the phone..i hate phones...but eventually maybe we can... ..haha...i wasnt saying you were small minded...i know that you like it here,but also know there are many other places u'd b happy or happier....i just hope u find it thats all...
# posted by : 2:20 pm
: 2:20 pm
i don't buy into "this knocking them, knocking me" business. Hil, you've used it on me too.
I get that you need to stand up for friends, really, if you agree with them, then you are just honestly standing up for yourself. But blindly standing by other people just because there's some imaginary line in the sand just isn't right. If you are really standing up for yourself and your beliefs then say so, don't hide behind "my friend's enemy is my enemy".
If you take that to the Nth degree then you've potentially doubled your enemies in the world.
I get that you need to stand up for friends, really, if you agree with them, then you are just honestly standing up for yourself. But blindly standing by other people just because there's some imaginary line in the sand just isn't right. If you are really standing up for yourself and your beliefs then say so, don't hide behind "my friend's enemy is my enemy".
If you take that to the Nth degree then you've potentially doubled your enemies in the world.
If lines are imaginary to me, then how do i tell the real lines from the ones that are not there?
who tells me?
And the above person isn't the one that was annoying me. I've known them for years.
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who tells me?
And the above person isn't the one that was annoying me. I've known them for years.
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