getting over it

My entire life, i've remembered the saying "the grass is always greener on the the other side", but now, it doesn't seem that way. I can see the grass is green in this paddock. I know the it could be lusher - it could be fit for the queen of cows, (not that cowas have royalty, but you know what i mean), but how green this grass is beneath my feet, at the moment, is pretty ...i was going to say "satisfactory", but you guys would probably say: "Hil, "satisfactory" isn't exactly the best thing in the world"... but, in comparison to dead paddocks, it is, isn't it. Also, I can't help but wonder if certain people perceive their grass to be greener with me in their paddock, or not. Maybe it's impossible to Not lust after greener pastures.... maybe it's impossible not to lust. But other people can restrain themselves, so, so too can I.

I think.