getting over it

So, things have been weird. I should probably stop saying that considering things are weird more oftent han they're not. I can't even tell you about some of it - i've been asked out on dates recently because of stupid, stupid, reasons - like falling over, or doing a stupid american accent, or because i gave a stranger a flower. Seriously, you thought the girls from sex in the city got asked out a lot? Man, this is just nuts.

I have decided to resort to buying myself flowers. I figure this is a good move for a number of reasons -
* don't need to leave it up to other people to buy them for me
* I get the ones i want
* People assume that a guy has given me them, thus they don't ask me out - especially if they're as creepy as Jack - don't even ask. Or ainsley's irish guy. haha. oh man, that was funny.

I've decided to be the person who doesn't mind walking around by herself because She doesn't necesarily need to be with anyone else. The funny thing is that ever since i've been okay with being by myself - i've been getting more attention. I wonder if hermits are this busy?

second job is going well - apart from one thing, but i won't bitch about that til' I know it's really crap. k?

Meh. i have to go. i'm meant to be meeting a friend for dinner. talk more later. x

oh, and i'll be getting a cpu soon - so i won't have to come to these net cafe places.