getting over it

I long time ago, I heard (I think it was on Oprah) that your house, more specifically your bedroom, reflects your state of mind. Neat and organised means you have things sorted, messy means you're having trouble with something.

What does it mean when the blinds won't go up, there's carpet missing and it's constantly 1 degree celcius in there?

Maybe that's why I was crying yesterday. Either that, or I just felt like having a pity party for one.